Monday, July 16, 2012

Feeling like a Heel & I was Right!

  Went to the bank this morning with my older bro and wrapped up getting him on my accounts, ya know...should anything untoward happen to little ol' me. Stopped off for a few hours at my soon to be former classroom. Tidied up the filing cabinet and room a bit before dropping by to set up a meeting with my administrator. I feel like such a heel. My older bro claims it's because I'm too nice, to which I reply "Psh!" Granted she is getting a 6 week notice...I shouldn't feel this bad should I? I feel like I'm abandoning the school, we're so small so it's easy to feel like my leaving would "devistate" the place. She'll find a replacement for me that will do a good job I'm sure. Just can't shake the nagging feeling I'm a terrible person for "springing" this on her, which I'm not?

  In other news, I had my eyes checked last week at the ever so "friendly" eyeglass world. Why don't I just go somewhere else? To answer that because 1) I forget how surly they can be since my check-ups are every 2 years and 2) I'd like to think that maybe the next time I'll get a chipper, or at the very least a half-way happy, person. No luck so far, perhaps next time? Anyway...I bought two new pairs of glasses and picked up one pair last saturday. I put them on Sunday and something was just off. Turns out they did exactly what the doctor said NOT to do. They put my contact prescription, which is a quarter difference, into my glasses. So this afternoon I will be picking them up, again...Bascially I was right, I'm not crazy or going blind. Woot!

  It's looking like my kitty, Cordelia aka Cordy aka Orca-kitty aka Fatty McFatkins...you get the point...isn't going to be coming with me. :( Just as she starts to get cuddly and wanting of my attentions. So like a cat! Crossing my fingers my older bro can find a place that suits his needs/wants and will be able to have pets. *adds less than silent prayer to the crossing of fingers*

  Last night I watched a ton of videos on other's experiences in S. Korea. I can live with the apartment size, which would be about the size of my current room give or take a foot or two, and I'm super excited about the food delivery. I mean McDonalds brought to my door? Take my money now!! I did find one couple that were very informative, in their humorous way. Still processing feelings of excitement, dread, overwhelming nervousness, happy-hyper exciement, etc. Just need to give myself time to analyze and process. I know things are going to turn out as they should.

I cannot believe I'm doing this. Wow. LOL

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